I know that my life is mostly dominated by work. When I look back a day at the end, I tend not to remember what I have done in that day. I remember I have been busy, but there is almost nothing in my heart, to be honest. I have noticed my interest exists in a different world, but I do not want to get away from my current situation at the same time. I can find many new things through my job, and these are difficult to find if I do only what I want to do.
But simply, I am feeling that life is too short to use my time like that way. I understand I need to focus on what I want to do and to be. It is actually hard to recognise it.