11.30.2009

Life Goes On!

Recently, I hear some stories which made me feel how hard a life was. Today I feel so tired and want to go to bed. However, I have something to do before sleeping. Thinking of a life, preparing for memory cards to record programs...

When I feel so alone, I have to admit my tendency. I tend to envy others' lives. The way of thinking is like this: while I am struggling, others seem nothing to worry about. Then feel like it is not fair.

But I am getting to understand the meaning of a life a little. Not only pursuing my own goals, but also accepting a reality also brings me a joy or calm feeling. There are something not to experience but it is hard for us to avoid every that kind of thing. It is a matter of one's resolution. Saying is easy and doing is tough and difficult. I know. I am feeling that not chasing the perfect in everything will be the way to make myself feel better.

11.23.2009

twitter boom

Some of my friends have started to open their own twitter site recently. It's like a kind of boom. If you have a Facebook account, it seems similar with the "what's on your mind?" part on the SNS.

It will be convenient to write down as a memo for myself. And it is suitable for mobile users to write in short messages. I am thinking of short message version of Feel the Globe. It will not be structured one, but just a collection of ideas when it comes out.

11.03.2009

Michael Jackson's This Is It

It was a documentary and I assume it was aimed to shoot for the private use, say, check the moves from the third person's view. At the beginning, I can see the explanation which mentions the film was for Michael Jackson's library.

Through the movie, I can see MJ's professionalism. He seemed very sensitive when it comes to music, rhythm, dances, vocals and the like. It was interesting to see his way to give his requests to staffs. He said "I am not blaming you, and this is the love" (I am not sure the exact words because I was relying on translation into my native language) . When he wanted the high sound of guitar, he talked to a guitarist with saying "this is the best part for you, and this is the moment you can shine at the stage".

The show at London has become an illusion... never be shown in public. How sad he has already gone and we cannot enjoy his live show anymore. His message is the importance to look at oneself before complaining somebody.

Seeing his performance of "Wanna be starting something" makes me weep. The beautiful song "This is it" brings me the fact that this is the last song and he has not lived here. Each dancer and backing vocalist carried his or her life to his stage, so the live show was expected to be the collection of people's dream and professionalism. MJ said the show should be a journey from the daily life. I can understand that he put himself into creating the stage.

Miss the talented genius.

11.01.2009

Recalling my life in the UK

I have been working so hard this week because of many events to write, and covering some colleagues who has been absent from work for a while. Doing jobs makes me step forward as a professional writer, but honestly, I need time to rest.

Well, today was off, so tried to see Michael Jackson's This Is It at a nearest movie house but the ticket was sold out. I could not wait for the next showing so gave up.

In Leeds, the price was around 3~4 pounds to see a movie. Seeing movies is one of the easiest entertainment for students. Easy to go there with friends, and easy way to excuse to have dates.

Anyway. I decided to have a healing time for myself. Went to a department store and took a massage course for an hour. The price was cheap and the people who provide massage were mainly blinds. He said my shoulder and waist were so hard. I understand I need to be away from PC and take some nice sleep.